My world still feels very surreal. I want to wake up and see the sunshine again. I want my family back together. Was it ever really together? I’m learning more and revisiting so many times in our relationship. How I was manipulated into believing or thinking certain ways. When did I lose myself? When did someone else move into my head? I’ll probably ask myself these questions for the rest of my life. I know that I will never view the world the same. I’ll always have a part of me that was taken forever.